Not about the fact that I’m going to be a dad…
I’ve long had a rather severe phobia of things living inside me. I can watch Aliens because it seems comical but I’ll be buggered if I can watch the original. The photos that folk photoshop with lotus pods REALLY turn my stomach and I can’t watch or read anything that talks about tapewords. Even just typing about this is causing me to feel extremely nausious.
So why is it when I feel or see the baby moving in Vonnies tummy that it doesnt worry me at all? I don’t think its anything to do with the whole ‘its natural’ or anything like that. I’m really curious as to how it feels. Vonnie is constantly going on about how the baby is sitting or how its moving and it doesnt phase me at all. I even managed to look at one of those photoshoped lotus pod things today without wretching…still felt ill though.
It’s all very weird.
Interesting fact for the day. If something were to happen and Vonnie had to deliver today to baby would have a good chance of surviving. The fact that I’m not cracking up by that thought pleases me
*not that something bad might happen but that being a dad could happen anytime and I actually dont think i’ll miss a step going from no child to child…I suppose Finn’s helped alot in that. I’m a parent to him virtually *