So we’re talking days rather than weeks and months now.
I keep getting asked if i’m getting stressed out yet or wether im excited or whatever. I’m not stressed out by the thought of becoming a dad, probably alot to do with having Finn about I suppose. I’m more stressed out about the thought of not being able to provide a good enough life because we’ve not got enough cash but Vonnie keeps reminding me that we do. I just worry about money way to much
I do know I’ll be running around like a headless chicken come the time though. Until someone says “Hi I’m such n such the consultant” I wont know where I am and what im doing never mind looking after Vonnie. I’m sure thats what’ll happen despite knowing I wont be anything like that. I’m just worried about how I’ll take Vonnie being in pain. I’m bad enough with the kicks and practice contractions. I’ve said “Are you ok?” often enough that Vonnie must be going crazy every time she hears it.
Added to this we still cant agree on a name. We find one we both like than we’ll come up with a reason why we dont a couple of weeks down the line. We’ll come up with a suitable name when we need it though