Well thats me been given a sick line for another two weeks. I might even get a 3rd at the end of that as well. So thats *counts on fingers* 8 weeks I’ll have been off for by the end of this line. I’ll have been off sick longer than I’d been in my new job I think!
Vonnie asked me yesterday how I felt about it and its hard to explain. I’m feeling really anxious just now and I don’t know if it’s anything to do with this or not. When the kids are at nursery and Vonnie is at work I don’t do very much. Anything physical either brings the pains back or completely tires me out and I need to nap to recover. I can do dishes, cook, light cleaning without any problems but if I walk up the stairs I can feel my chest tighten. Until I do something that pushes me though I feel perfectly fine other than being tired which I am usually anyway. I could probably handle being at work if I didn’t have to leave my desk all day but thats not my job unfortunately.
I’m trying to be productive today as yesterday was a complete waste of time but apart from sticking a washing on and *thinking* about doing an online Tesco shop I’m struggling to get the motivation despite being really up for it when I woke up this morning.
I think the time off is possibly getting to me a bit so in an effort to cheer myself up and get me moving I did what I’ve been doing quite a bit recently and looking up ukulele music on youtube. Between the Glaswegian FinRaucous and Jaaaaaaa I can usually find something to lift me up. Heres the latest one from Jaaaaaaa which despite the lyrics always makes me smile